speechless

you can pretend until
a million different adjectives
mold
the proper sentences
in your brain,
comprising
that one thought
that is a lightning bolt crashing
through
your veins.

for you
any semblence
of
articulation has been lost
like some ancient language.

and
it's at times like these,
when your alone,
in your little apartment,
after a date
or a family gathering,
or even when your just drinking
within
a cirlcle of friends,
you can feel
that this world
is made
for other people,
but never you.

you might even wear this,

but it is always so goddamn hard
to explain this.